| the feeling of losing yourself in somebody's arms- yet at the same time finding yourself there- is irreplaceable. nothing compares to the intensity of that feeling. 
I messed up, but that's what I do. my life is so mixed up, and as soon as I get something that can even classify as normal, I mess it up. I never meant to hurt you, you are the only good thing I have, but I had to mess it up.. because if my life wasn't a mess.. well, it wouldn't be mine. 
on the outside, you know you're not that same naive kid anymore. you've been through too much lately. but deep down, at your core, there will always be a part of you that rejects reality, that is eternally hopeful. 
After a while, you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something. And promises can be broken just as fast as they are made. And sometimes, goodbyes really are forever. 
So, make her laugh a little and help her get through. She used to cry and no one knew. Help her out and treat her right. It's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. Show her that not all guys lie, and be the one that keeps her eyes dry. 
[ sometimes in life you want to stop the worst times, fast forward threw the bad times, rewind the good times, & pause the great times ] xxx love you. |